Okay, so I really really decided to turn over a new leaf and stop spending on unneccesary stuff. My card bills just came and I spent almost $2000 last month on things that I don't need. It's becoming a habit; earning $1 and spending $2.

I'm sick of it, really. Especially after my Mom finally lectured me about my bad habit after so long. I made a promise to my Mom that I won't be spending such a ridiculous amount anymore, and especially that I know how hard money comes by after working for 7 months.

Besides, the economy right now is like shit. Singapore's facing a recession, officially. It's time for me to start anew. I guess it's never too late to change and start a new life, right? I'm really going to change and I've got the support from my Mom and Elaine. I'm gonna prove myself right after years of saying that.